Tuesday, April 13, 2010

After an year!!

Its been exactly one year when deux went under hybernation and now when I opened the link just to check if it still exists, I see the old posts, so full of enthusiasm and positivity. I am wondering if we still are the same? Not very sure.

Last one year had changed our life tremendously. A switch from a student life to a professional life was a mixture of several flavours; from good to bad to worst to best to white to black, its been a roller-coaster journey. No doubt I loved and enjoyed every bit of it and have been learning new things, good and bad inclusive.

When I think about the good things that happened to me, some faces, some places and some really beautiful moments pass by my vision. Like how I met my friends during my training period. Those 5-6 faces though not seen after I left, can never go off my mind, my stay in Kerala, the God's own city, my transfer to the City of Virtues, Pune (As it was named earlier, Punya-shahar) and how I and my childhood best friend Amrita (Deux co-owner) again started having bashes, being in the same city.

But now, with all the good stuffs in my bag, am I really happy? Am I really satisfied? Do I sound positive anymore? Do I still possess the same childhood in my behaviour? Am I still the same, i was an year back??

I dont know actually.May be its overdose of satisfaction for me...or is it dissatisfaction??? I really don't understand..will the things be stationary??or it will be mari-go-round.Would i be able to hold back?? or lose if i hold it for any longer??